Fatigue-o-ception

Here we go again :) Travelling to London today, so I'm wearing a London shirt ofcourse! A sense of fatigue is already here. Not truly fatigued, I'm just pre-fatigued because trying not to get fatigued makes me fatigued. Sometimes I wish I could fly away without any knowledge about my destination.

"Ready or not, here I come! You can't hide."

Flying away like a brainless chicken has its ups but also lots of downsides. There is one main downside ofcourse, quite literally. It's a good thing chickens don't really fly high up the air, but that means there's not even an upside!

Playing tricks on words with myself, it's clear I don't wanna get tired but also I do want to get tired. Tiredness can provide a fifth dimension to things, so it's not always a bad thing.

"I can see clearly now the rain has gone!"

If I'm too tired I might not be able to see my obstacles that clear, it can prevent me from seeing them or prevent me from climbing over them.

I'm a just trying to prove a point to myself here? What is this really about?