Here we go again :) Travelling to London today, so I'm wearing a London shirt ofcourse! A sense of fatigue is already here. Not truly fatigued, I'm just pre-fatigued because trying not to get fatigued makes me fatigued. Sometimes I wish I could fly away without any knowledge about my destination.

"Ready or not, here I come! You can't hide."

Flying away like a brainless chicken has its ups but also lots of downsides. There is one main downside ofcourse, quite literally. It's a good thing chickens don't really fly high up the air, but that means there's not even an upside!

Playing tricks on words with myself, it's clear I don't wanna get tired but also I do want to get tired. Tiredness can provide a fifth dimension to things, so it's not always a bad thing.

"I can see clearly now the rain has gone!"

If I'm too tired I might not be able to see my obstacles that clear, it can prevent me from seeing them or prevent me from climbing over them.

I'm a just trying to prove a point to myself here? What is this really about?

Here we go again, let all the nerves come back an shroud me in a cloud of British stardust. I am so excited and a hint of scared.

Between the intensive of Greece and the UK quite a lot has happened. Atleast in an optimistic retrospect. I might draw other conclusions but he musn't.

So what's gonna happen? I need a lot of mental preparation, or no preparation at all! In a way going to Greece was pretty easier without preparation.....Do I need preperation for something else? I am in fact in preperation of something else...

A show! It sounds like the biggest event ever, but it felt like this...it just felt like this thing thus far. It's like a wolf in sheep's clothing, except it's even more surprising for the writer.

And the winner is....
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I'll be hosting an annual award show this week, which is actually quite the achievement. Have the real nerves finally revealed themselves? Just one way to know for sure.