Wow! Today I've really shown the most vulnerable I can be. There was space and time for anything you wanted today. The time was right for plan Y. Because plan "why should I do this?" Was actually something I wanted to do for a while, but I can still ask myself WHY?!
"Why? Why-y-y-y, why-y-y-y"
It was so intimate and intense and just devoured anything that was in my mind that day. It was so exhausting and nerve wrecking preparing for....for....me
Today was the time to stick a Penguin poster to the wall. It still is my little secret for today, even if I showed it to some and told it to some trusted others. It still feels like my secret ability somewhere inside of me.
Maybe one day I can let it out. Only time can tell.
Part 2 - Day 3